Bukowski
Soft Spoken
Harsh truths
Everyday awareness
The greatest
Immortal
He never liked anyone
Until the 4th drink
Slippers on fucking his soul
Not afraid to Jump
From LA to San Pedro
Mailman Laureate
A Poet with a Route
No Time to Read
Barely time to Write
Everything’s Disgusting
Down on the streets
The Greatest
Immortal
He never liked anyone
Until the 4th Drink
Ask the Dust
He was always trying to be a writer
He wrote what he knew
He knew everyone
He knew humanity
From the pits
To the Flagrants
Ink you don’t get over
I can get drunk with Buk
She said
Then
He said
7 Come 11
In the old days men would hang dice from the rear view mirror
Thats the spot where Hope and Peace live
Two Dice mid throw slowing time down to a crawl
The winnings stuck in your mind
Not anxious
Not afraid
Hopeful
Cigarettes
bourbon
Perfume
The table is pure
Foam Pyramids glued to the panels
Feels like a dungeon for paychecks
Its us against the house
We are all together in this
My hands are hot tonight
Ive made people money here
I like to come from underneath the table with em
My cousin taught me that move
Its clean and fluid
It raises eyebrows
Thats where I live
In the raised eyebrow category
Women as good as they can look hanging on men
Like a family on TV
You know they are wearing the best they have
I like that
I like everyone acting
Its more pure that way
Otherwise we all pretend to be something else in our regular attire
No… this way everyone’s already exposed
Chatter turns to hoots and hollers
Every eye on these two cubes
Suspended in the air over the field
Dancing in the light
Skating over the pass line
Its the most beautiful symphony
Everyone needs to win
I cant miss another dinner
But I’m glued to the table now
We are one now
She’s my avenue
Give me that 30:1
You can be late if there’s a roll of money in your pocket
and a story…
I like Dice the hardways
I like Boxcars
I like winking at the waitress when I throw
I like the little backscratcher sliding chips my way
I like the dealer side eyeing the pit boss
I like the 3 seconds of relief as they fly
Finally something isn’t up to me
The weight is off my shoulders
Nothing can change the outcome now
Its win or lose for some
For me its just a game
For me its just dice on the mirror
For me I’ve already won
A Wasted Soul
The sun is rising every second of the day somewhere on earth
Bringing a new day
Time is the true force
The weight of its motion is what we call gravity
Too much of it is very dangerous
Live this life well
Enjoy its passage and surrender to it
It asks nothing of you in return
Everything that has ever happened has led you here today
All of it has come to this moment
Then the next
It consumes
Dare to be embarrassed
Bravery leads to greatness
Not only in titles wealth and life’s successes
But in everyday moments
To make memories
To take the step
Prove yourself worthy of this time you take this space you occupy
Without crowds without accolades
Be great
Value this moment
This time in space
Every breath leaves room for remembrance
Do not submit
Release yourself from fear
Of failure
Achievement
Simply Be
Be Human
Revel in the joys of life’s snapshots
Regard momentary madness as the glimpse of reality
Leave no explanation for what you do
Steady down the line
One foot in front of the other
A bite at a time
And all that other bullshit
Jump
Leap
If you’re not the most interesting person in the room
It’s your own fault
Your greatest fear holds you
To be on top of the world
Leave subtlety at the door
Maintain an elegant demeanor
While breaking necks
Transport yourself in time
To now
Be the person you want to be
That is the only necessity
You don’t get to do this again
Everything is on purpose
When you get jammed
When you realize you’re not following your dream
Recognize and reset
Pull it back in
Get back on the path
Your whole life you will have to chase it
Chase the you that you want to be
Otherwise you collapse into the person you hate
Don’t believe that is the real you
It’s not
It’s the you that’s too lazy to be
The you that exists
Wandering aimlessly
Surviving
That’s no life to live
A wasted soul
Burning time
Worthless journey to nowhere
Charcoal, Lead and Ink
I love to write using every medium except digital , but I recognize the importance of keeping a correct and proper record that will stand the test of time. I believe stone is the correct method but for now this will do.
Most of my mathematical ideas, theories and thoughts have been made with pilot V5 pens and Mead 1/4” grid notebooks. Writing and drawing with brides paper and taking measurements has been instrumental in a few of my discoveries and plays a role in the research.
Many of my musings and abstract ideas are made with the same tools but my poetry is usually written on a 1971 Olivetti Leterra 32 in Watermelon red and on Avery 24lb 100% cotton antique ivory laid paper and there’s no better method.
I prefer to avoid digital word processing for a few reasons.
When I had my first mathematical idea that seemed to make a breakthrough I was a nervous wreck. I knew that I was onto something huge and even the first big discovery could have catastrophic consequences if an ill intentioned physicist could connect this to nuclear energy. at that time I was unsure of what the current thinking was or what governments were working on. As a result of this paranoia I deleted all of my digital work and began working strictly on paper.
This idea took hold again when the government began to recognize Alien life or at least UAPs. At this point I also considered if this was a simulation and these ET’s were coming to see this world before our breakthrough or to see the civilization that’s come so far using the wrong base it could be that they knew we were close to a breakthrough or that they could travel to this moment in time to see the achievement occur.
Now with the looming threat of AI I believed this could be a kill switch. If AI doesn’t know the true mathematics of the universe then it could never achieve more than humanity was capable of. If the information never became shared digitally then it could remain a critical piece that’s held from them. Then I thought maybe that’s exactly what’s happening with humanity and whatever is on a higher level than us.
Even now I’m hesitant to share the full details of my discoveries, theories and visions. Even though I’m fully aware that it must all be revealed.
This is The Revelation and the explanation of the number of man 666