I am

I work while others sleep

I don’t explore the protagonists mind enough

I keep it locked away

I have direct access to my own thoughts and feelings

Attempting to convey them on paper

I move through daily scenes

I explore the interiority of it all

Whats my objective

What am I working toward and why

What are my emotional responses

Numbness

I explain the decisions I make

But do I know why Ive made them

Why do we make any decision

What are the drivers

If character is driven by voice

What drives voice

What drives me

What do I really care about

Telling the truth about this world

Without any lenses or filters

I dont consider what my readers want to feel

I want to convey

A fly on the wall with a sense of humor

Omniscient narration from a disappointed God

Am I the Narrator or The main character

A third person point of view

Of a third persons point of view

I don’t make edits

I don’t unload some backstory into a lengthy passage

I go about this world and interact within it

I express the details as I see them

When I interact

When I observe the details

When I observe an intriguing interaction

I dont save it for the future

I write it now when it happens how it happens and what I think about the happenings

I dont trim the fat

I never miss the climax

I always explore what could be

My story doesnt need a plot

The world is the plot

The lines are the time passed

Nothing ever gets lost

It may find new life in another scene

Action

Narrative

Dialogue

I provide context

I explain Dynamics

I dont lean or neglect

I am a Poet